Monday, December 05, 2005
Dear God,
Im having issues with myself rite now.
How is it that I cant cope with everything that happened lately.
There is no loneliest feeling in the world than losin a best friend. There’s nothing is as heartbreaking as hearing your own family saying wrong things about you. and there's nothing is as confusing as being placed in a situation where you need to choose; to compromise, or to do whatever you think you need to do and don't think too much of how the person feels about your action.
it's hard being a melancholy, because you see.. you tend think over everything again and again and again until your head aches so bad you cant even concentrate when you were talkin to someone else.
but a home is a place where you need to be comfortable in..
...
guide me through this, dear God..
I'm nothing without your guidance..