Monday, August 29, 2005
a note to oneself
i learn..
that to be in a business
you need to be committed
even if it's gonna take some of your free time
and i learn
that it needs 10 - 15 minutes to pouch an egg
and it needs 1 cup rice to cook for two people
that biscuits, yoghurt and fruits are nice for aftermeal or snacks
and indomie is not the only instant food that is available
then i learn,
to have four kids means that you will need to buy more car
because most cars are 5 seaters
and it's normal when people's talk will be around their marriage life, their kids and their work
i also learn,
that you could drive yourself crazy makin assumptions about what people think about you
and you only have two choices
to drive yourself crazy with your made up assumptions
or just enjoy the day
so yea..
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
imagine..
when it's 27 degrees outside, and the sun shines like nobody's business and you can sense the smell of grass everywhere you walked. you could wear any clothes you want without worrying that you would be freezing. you can even walk outside naked if you want to. no more thick blanket, no more big coats, no more boots.
be patient.
cause it's coming.
it's 5.50pm and the sun's still up.
we've got more daylight now.
summer is on its way..
ah
Monday, August 22, 2005
music starts playing..
(andi)
...
(winna)
and i've been waiting for a boy like you to hold my hand
and i've been waiting for a boy like you to give me a chance
and i've been longin for that feeling of being complete
you have shown me just how good love is when two minds meet
i know i know i know
(andi & winna)
we can make it if we try, we can make it you and I
we can..
(andi)
...
(winna)
we can make it if we try, a love like ours cant be denied
(andi)
we can make it if we try, if we believe in you and I
we can..
(winna)
we can make it if we try, a love like ours cant be denied
(andi)
we can..
(winna)
we can..
could you be the kind to love unconditionally?
(andi)
...
(andi & winna)
we dont have to last forever, just for the rest of our lifetime
if you're feeling what im feeling,
then this is the right time
(andi)
...
(winna)
well this time there'll be no hesitating
if i was blind, i'd still see you as mine
(andi & winna)
oh oh.. oh baby yea
cause I know..
(andi)
...
(andi & winna)
we can make it if we try, if we believe in you and I
we can..
(winna)
we can make it if we try
(andi)
...
(winna)
we can make it if we try, a love like ours cant be denied
(andi)
...
(winna)
i know we'll make it..
(andi & winna)
You and I
~we can make it by andi feat. winna~
Friday, August 19, 2005
friday is..
a day when you can assume that the company pays you on that day.. to socialize. 9 to 5. and that's the only thing you're required to do for the whole day.
Monday, August 15, 2005
notes i've taken inside my brain during our road trip
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Saturday, 13 aug 2005
currently playing: barbara streissand - over the rainbow
did you realize that we stood tall at a height of 1,750 metres above the sea? we were even higher than the clouds!
Friday, 12 aug 2005
currently playing: travis - flowers in the window
i once told by one of my colleage at work that when someone reach their 20s they'll feel like a star. for them, nothing is impossible. they'll grab whatever's in front of their eyes. any good job offer, casual jobs for the free times, opportunity to join some organizations, get higher education, competing to get promotion and lots more. and life, is no longer about watching movies, and skipping classes. it's more to ... try your best to keep yourself alive and entertained.
and there will be times when you feel like you cant cope with life anymore cause there's just too much pressure, too much problems. and i just want to let you know that there are many reason to feel sad, glad, mad. cause it's just a bunch of feeling that we have to hold and i am here to help you with the load =)
Monday, August 08, 2005
untukmu
seluas samudra hadirmu dalam jalan hidupku
serangkaian cinta kau curahkan atas namamu
semakin kurasakan auramu
kuhargai...
kaulah pujaan
kau beri harapan
dalam dunia yg semakin banyak cobaan
kau taburkan warna
kau berikan makna
akan slalu kurasakan hadirmu
kau beri damai jiwaku
akankah jua dapat kubalas
kasih sayangmu
semakin kurasakan adamu
kusyukuri..
~andien
Sunday, August 07, 2005
it's funny what love can do to you
you can walk on the rain, feeling contained
you can sit on the tram and smile for the whole trip, staring at the window
you wouldnt mind sitting in front of the arts centre for hours,
looking at the rain,
waiting for the staff to open the ticketbox
and at times like that,
even the worst weather that melbourne can do wouldnt stop you
and im not exagerrating here, cause you know..
it's funny what love can do to you
dont you think?
Monday, August 01, 2005
if im late today,
if people from the unit upstairs took a shower and bring the water up in my bath tub again
if my soul is still with my dream,
and if for whatever reason what i do this morning is just sitting in front of my computer and stared blankly at the clock..
it's my mistake.
and when those are said and done, should i call in sick instead?