Thursday, February 23, 2006

masak masak, goreng goreng, tumis tumis

kmarin si babe masak ini..

rasanya? hm jgn ditanya.. Jamie Oliver kalah deh ;)

Posted by cabina. @ 12:02 PM

Thursday, February 16, 2006

I woke up with a bloated eyes today. As if someone gave me abig punch to both of my eyes. My head ache so bad. And my nose.. it's running like nobody’s business. Im ill. My heart hurts, I don't even know why.

It has been a while since I was at the lowest. I'd never thought I'd feel this kind of feeling again. The time when everything's just not in place. When I, myself, expect too much of me.

And this time, I've pushed myself to the edge.

I can understand if some people don't get me. Why did I was so let down of things that a mature adult can handle without freaking out like I do. But I have a lot of things that I need to consider everytime I make a step in this life of mine. The pressure is on me.

I was okay, until someone pulls the trigger. And I just burst with angst. It's like a bin that already holds a lot of things in it, and one day.. someone put a can of coke on top of the pile… and somehow the bin cannot hold any longer.. the things fell down.. it just cant hold everything inside it no more. The bin has a capacity. And this time, it is more than it can handle.

So I stepped off..
... from this life..
...for a moment...

I'm all at sea, where no one can bother me. Forgot my roots. If only for a day. Just me and the thoughts, sailing far away.

Like a warm drink it sips into my soul. Please just leave me right here on my own, later on you could spend some time with me, if you want to, all at sea..

Im all at sea.. where no one can bother me. I sleep by myself. I drink on my own. I don't speak to nobody. I gave away my phone

You don't need it everyday, but sometimes don't you just crave
To disappear within your mind, you'll never know what you might find
So come and spend some time with me, we will spend it all at sea..

Posted by cabina. @ 9:52 AM

Monday, February 13, 2006

i doubt myself a lot lately. about my capabilities, character, and everything


damn you PMS

Posted by cabina. @ 1:09 PM

Friday, February 10, 2006

hari ini pulang kantor, rumah kosong, sepi
pas liat2 friendster, trus tiba2 ada sudden urge mau curhat
jarang2 kan gue ada sudden urge buat curhat kek gini ( alahhhh jarang apanya coba win )
pas ambil hape, baru inget
kalau semuanya lg pada di jakarta
jd terasa sepi

dont it always seem to go, that you dont know what you got till it's gone

cepat kembali dong kalian semuanya..

Posted by cabina. @ 6:37 PM

Friday, February 03, 2006

Four jobs I've had in my life
Business to Business Salesperson
Web Administrator
Business Analysis Coordinator

Four movies I can watch over and over
Love Actually
Semua film yg ada Dian Sastro nya
50 First Dates
Ice Age

Four places I have lived
Geelong, Australia
Melbourne, Australia
Melbourne, Australia
Jakarta, Indonesia

TV shows I love to watch
Prison Break
Amazing Race

Four places I have been on vacation
Gold Coast, Australia
Sydney, Australia
Bali, Indonesia

Four of my favourite dishes
Scrambled Egg
Sunnyside Egg
Half-cooked Egg

Four websites I visit daily

Four things I would like to buy when I have enough money
Digital Camera with 10 Optical Zoom
Tsubi Jeans
40 GB Ipod along with the docking station and all other accesories

~taken from here~

Posted by cabina. @ 12:04 PM